My initiation & rebirth story
My love,
I know you don’t understand what is happening right now. But I promise you that you will soon.
And I promise you that you will be SO FUCKING GRATEFUL for all you’re going through.
Even if it feels confusing, agonizing, dark, never ending, and so lonely.
What you are going through is PREPARING you for everything you asked for.
This is your INITIATION.
What you want is on its way. Don’t give up hope right before the miracle comes.
It has taken a lot of refining + initiation to get me to where I am today.
So many moments like the above. SO FUCKING MANY GIRL lol.
I have “had it all,” then lost it all…then decided to burn the fucking rest to the ground and start all over anyway (with business).
But it took two years of being lost, two years of deep shadow work, agonizing pain and loneliness, debilitating anxiety, depression, and going through some of the scariest times of my life when some new spiritual gifts came online.
I faced many situations I didn’t feel prepared for.
I was mad at God and didn’t understand why it all happened.
I thought I had so much confidence and strength before this all happened.
And I had some, because I had been being initiated and going through struggles since my childhood.
But on the other side of everything I’ve been through now, going through my rebuilding and REBIRTH…
My confidence and strength is so fucking SOLID and UNSHAKEABLE (in most moments).
Because it is no longer on a shaky foundation. My confidence and strength used to be because I made 6 figures and had all this money and lived all over the world and did all these things with money.
Now my confidence and strength come from who I have BECOME in the process of all these challenges (during 2021-2022). And because of growing my relationship even deeper with God.
Because now I know I can literally handle ANYTHING, especially with God by my side like never before.
God uses times like these to help us get closer to him, to refine us, to get rid of what isn’t serving us, and to prepare and initiate us to be able to step in to our purpose even more deeply.
So that our hearts and souls can reach and touch even more hearts and souls.
I can now relate to SO MANY more situations and women than my prior 12 years in business. And for that I am so grateful.
Because now it is literally my passion and obsession helping women navigate what they are going through.
I hope this helped you in some way today, and please know I am always here for you just one message away if you ever need me!
I love you so much!!! 🌹🌹🌹
PS: if you need help navigating your rebirth/transformation, you can find many different ways to work with me here. I love you!! xoxo